“I have quite a few breakdowns,” Stassi revealed during a recent sit-down interview with ET.Even though she says we’ll never see Patrick on screen, the fashion blogger insisted, “Because he wasn't there to film with me, I feel like I had to really express myself even more so that people could understand what I was going through.” WATCH: 'Vanderpump Rules' Stars Katie Kristen and Stassi Pick Their Most Embarrassing On-Screen Moments Stassi admitted she “totally” thought Patrick was “the one” and that the pair was headed for marriage., in which the host usually gives advice to listeners, Stassi was joined by her 21-year-old sister Georgi to talk about her decision to finally call it quits with Patrick after they had been on-and-off so many times throughout their relationship. "And so I have to do something to make this official." So Stassi decided to first break the news on Twitter earlier this month in a tweet that has since been deleted."Because we've broken up and gotten back together so many times, it was like, Godammit, we can't do this pattern anymore, this routine of breaking up and getting back together every month. "I feel like I tweeted it because I deserve and he deserves so much better than this relationship where no one ever knows if we're together or apart," she said.As eagle-eared Twitter user @lisalisayeahhh pointed out, The Wrap host dropped a bomb around the 44-minute mark of the May 19 episode: Apparently, Meagher and Schroeder are together.Cue the podcast equivalent of a record scratch sound effect. A., it was because of a girlfriend that I’m still with,” Meagher told Randy and Jason Sklar.
In fact, she always tells him that she still loves him when they break up, which is not something that happened when she ended past relationships.
They get info wrong, and it couldn’t be farther from the truth.” She probably didn’t hate us when we were promoting her site, her jewelry and her podcast, though.
😉 In her recent Style By Stassi blog Stassi shares that bad credit and dismal living situations have made things miserable.
"We fight all the time." Though Stassi and Patrick have broken up and gotten back together before, Stassi is convinced that they are over for good now. No one knows how bad it is, and no one knows how great it is," she said. All I want is for my friends and family to just listen and let me cry and let me be annoying and let me figure it out on my own." However, Stassi did appreciate one listener's words of wisdom to think about the kind of person she wants to be in the next five years to help her get through this difficult time. "Both our parents have been married, like, 409 times.
"The fact that I tweeted it out, it's pretty f***ing done. "For me to say that out loud to strangers, to people, for me, it's a big deal. I have kept everything to myself and our family and friends. That made Stassi realize that instead of putting that energy into "thinking about my relationship and fighting and getting back together and all of the long conversations and the talks and the stress and the heartache or anxiety that I feel," she should instead "put that energy into making my dreams come true or just what I want my life to be." Ultimately, Stassi said she wonders that if her relationship with Patrick is in this place now, would it be able to survive in the future?